Omg im so fat now :(((((( need to start working out

LUB YOU AND I WANNA GO EVERYWHERE WITH YOU💕💕💕💕

I feel super sick recently with a fever and my wound started to hurt randomly. Feels like i shouldnt push myself and should just rest for awhile

Sometimes you meet soulmates that you have to let go of and thats okay. Maybe i was a little mad you didnt find me sooner but i never knew how much i cherished you till i had to let go. I meant everything i said tho i hope you know that. Love you lots, dont feel lonely and emo okies. Mentally i will always sayang you just like how you always sayang me. Thank you so much for always being there at my lowest and giving me so much care and a shoulder to cry on whenever i need it. I really took it for granted previously, i regretted not even noticing that you were there. Sorry if i caused you any hurt in any way, i hoped i made you feel as loved as you made me feel. I told you that i wanted to hug you longer but you kept insisting i didnt have to cause it wasnt the last time. So i didnt but now i wish i had cause as time goes on, it feels more and more like that really was the last time. Hais, i love you i love you i love you. I didnt believed it previously when ppl said you could fall in love and not even realised it. So much for self awareness

Aye i saw something that looks like fate. It surprised me a little yet it made me smile. I was always so close to you yet i didnt know it. Thank you for loving and caring for me, sorry that we had to say goodbye

Kind of craving sashimi, should i go out to buy some tmr

Wah im such an asshole

Fuck i was like fine before surgery. Maybe school started too soon, i havent healed yet. I feel so emotionally unstable, idk what to do

Im so exhausted,i cant do this anymore

Suddenly feel very ugly hahhaa feels like my eyes are too big